tezi, koito govorqt gluposti i ne vqrvat v nego...mnogo im zdrave. Ne sym fanati4ka, to prosto se dokazva pri men i e neveroqtno, 4e to4no v momentite, kogato si mislq 4e vsi4ko i vs me e izostavil se poqvqva to i slu4va ne6tata. az naistina nqmam dumi da go opi6a, a i konkretnata slu4ka nikak me si zadylbava, no go ima!:)
sigurno zvy4a kato nenormalna:) i taka da e:)

current music: The Brand New heavies - Boogie

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Vypreki lipsata na svejest v mislite mi dnes, trqbva da vi kaja 4e filmy na Kosturica - "Cigansko vreme", koito gledah v4era 100% si zaslujava6e! neveroqten! o6te cym zverskiizmorena i nedospala. a i ne moga da si pusna na bloga online kalendara i 6te se izqm...trqbva otnovo da probvam.
Ot dnes re6ih osven "current mood & music", da pi6a i "current book". 6te mi e malko trudno da napi6e edna kniga kato za na4alo, za6toto sega 4eta 3 ednovremenno, no 6te se pstaraq da ne sym tolkova haoti4na:)
Tezi lekcii po ikonomika mi vimat zdraveto s tiq pravi i krivi, makar prepodavateqt da e artisti4en i zabaven. nedorazvitoto mi matemati4esko mislene uporito otkazva da slu6a tezi ne6ta. hah, 6te trqbva da se razpravq s nego.
Dnes hodih s edna priqtelka do British Council da si vzema kniga i s otkrih 4e pulnata 4leska karta sa q vdignali s 10 kinta. vypreki uporstvoto mi dane obry6tam vnimanie koi znae kakvo na cenite, tova mi napravi super vpe4atlenie. basi 10kinta izvednyj...kakto i da e...zaslujava si :)

current mood: enjoyable

current msic: INXS - Mediate

current book: Wim Wenders - Die Logic Der Bilder

i want to fall asleep forever and ever. like sleeping beauty.
6te si umra ot bezsynie, my skin complex its goin to be soo bad...ohhh and my hair too, adn i have a lot of work to do and i really dont have no time....so i guess im gonna be sleeping monster or somethin but this will be happenin after few weeks...oh i really need someone to rescue me.
PLEAsE RESCUE ME! I NEED TO GET OUT!

Tank you for listening.

I'd Rather Dance With You :: Kings Of Convenience

I'd rather dance with you than talk with you
so why don't we just move into the other room
there's space for us to shake, and hey, I like this tune

even if I could hear what you said
I doubt my reply would be interesting for you to hear
because I haven't read a single book all year
and the only film I saw, I didn't like it at all

I'd rather dance than talk with you

the music's too loud and the noise from the crowd
increases the chance of misinterpretation
so let your hips do the talking
I'll make you laugh by acting like the guy who sings
and you'll make me smile by really getting into the swing

I'd rather dance than talk with you

current mood: oh gosh i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

current music: see the txt

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Ne moga da ponasqm dyjdosnqg ili dyjd. Vsy6tnost ne e to4no taka, no toi vinagi vali, kogato otivm na nqkoe vajno mqsto, napravila sym si ksata s 300 zora i kup drugi ne6ta i kato duhne edno vetri6te! ujas i kato te navali....mrazq go tova izjivqvane! i dnes pak taka :(
ina4e prez lqtoto da zavali edin ujasno silen hubav topyl dyjd i da te namokri teb i tvoite priqteli i da ska4ate v lokvite e neveroqtno! ili da te vali snqg, kogato si na planina ehaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:))))))))) i da si pravi6 snejni 4oveci i da se vygalq6:) JESTOKO! :)
Spored men nad gradovete trqbva da se slojat pohlupaci ili ne6to podobno ili moje bi az se nujdaq ot takyv, za6toto 4adyryt e absoliutno bezpolezen v pove4eto slu4ai. huh
iskam na plaanina s mnooooogo snqg! Nkoi da iska da me zavede? :)))))))

Monday, January 24, 2005

She wears a perfume of a truly vicious taste.
She has the wisdom in her empathic eyes
She knows the truth to all unspoken lies.
She says she'd sell her angel for a dream
She says that she is not who she might seem
She says that she has lost her self-esteem
She says that she will not give up her dream
She offers traitors her lap to feel like home.
She masters violence as if she fears noone.
She makes your anger turn into quiet tears.
She makes you laugh about intimate fears.
She hears the voices that tell me what to do.
She looks into our eyes, but only smiles at you.
She knows the warmth she feels is not for long.
She stopped to speak that's why I end this song.
It's kind of funny. you know...'cause
I'm not really here for your psycho games
Little demons make your eyes turn silver. you freak!
Your lips are turning blue
No, this is really not my kind of stimulation
No, this is not a proper treatment
Life? You can have it if you want!
It doesn't mean anything to me, anyway, you freak!

Sunday, January 23, 2005

1. Da zapi6a 6ofiorski kursove. Dano nqma led.
2. Da byda otnovo sebe si (mila, spokoina, tyrpeliva..takiva ne6ta).
3. Da ne se doverqvam na horata.
4. Da stana prostitutka, za da moga da si pla6tam interneta i gsm-a. (6eguvam se)
5. Da izbqgvam stresovi situacii, do kolkoto zavisi ot men.
6. Da iz4istq ky6tata otnovo i ubiq tezi, koito razhvyrlqt, t.e. sebe si.
7. Da otslabna. (XA-XA)
8. Da se hranq pove4e.
9. Da poddyrjam kontakt s priqtelite si, a ne da gi zarqzvam ot nqmane na vreme.
10. Da izlizam pove4e.
11. Da zapo4na da u4a HTML.
12. Da si stoq pove4e vky6ti.
13. Da stana bezkompromisna.
14. Da prestana da si gubq vremeto s hora.
15. Da namerq jena na morskoto mi prase, za6toto sigurno umira za sex => da otkriq kude da plasiram decata im.
16. Da prestana s bezplodnite opiti za syjvqvane na semeistvoto.
17. Da otida pone 5 pyti na kino i o6te tolkova na teatyr.
18. O6te ne6to....za koeto sega ne se se6tam

current music: Oliver Mandic - Pitaju me, pitaju

http://www.vaintribute.com/frameset.htm

I remember when I would hang out with random strangers, I was often fearless and adventurous. I would lead them to fun places, and i wasn't scared about what they thought of me. Lately, my self-confidence has been SO low, that i'm too scared to be like that...too scared to have an opinion, to scared to have ideas, because i don't think that they are "right" or "good enough" "cool enough" ...something. i'm not sure what it is exactly, but i know that if you ask me to pick out a movie I WILL NOT. I'm too scared that i'll pick out a stupid one and that will make me look stupid for liking that kind of movie....(and usually I don't know enough about the movies to make a good decision that i could be proud of) ...but anyways, so nowadays, when i am around a person that is being boring, i will be boring. Long gone are the days when Neva would have a suggestion or an idea: "let's go here, let's do this!" I tried that so many times and nobody would ever do anything, so i GAVE UP. And if I'm around fun, exciting people then I will be fun and exciting too, and run around like a child and have fun. I think i need to start hanging out with more of those types of people so that i can get myself back. I need to get my childishness back...i am really dying, in all ways.

current music: Smoke City - Underwater Love

Nqkoi si mislqt, 4e vsi4ko mi e nared i se 4udqt, kogato ne sum na kef ili when i'm acting strange, ili kogato se zaqjdam s nqkoi ili go osyjdam prekaleno pribyrzano... vsi4ko reflektira vyrhu vseki i zaradi tova 6te pomolq purvo vsi4ki roditeli...NE ZABRAVQITE, 4E STE TAKIVA i daite 6ans na decata si. ne gi osyjdaite prejdevremenno. ne znam i az za6to zalugvam sebe si. opitvam se da napravq semeistvoto si perfektno, edno bezmisleno neosyznato jelanie, zasednalo o6te v detskiq mi mozuk. nikoga ne e bilo normalno kato se zamislq. i 4ak sega vijdam cqloto "prekrasno" otrajenie, koeto mi dava, edna prekrasna sqnka, ot koqto se opitvam da izbqgam i ne moga. imam sqka6 2 syznaniq i milion du6i. ednoto syznanie e tova izvun my broken family, a vtoroto e v nego, zadu6ava6t se ot jelanie da mu pomogne da izleze ot kalta. kolko prozai4no, no e neizbejno. vuv vsi4ko ima ve4e stra6no mnogo proza. iskam da napi6a vsi4ko tuk. iskam da go znaete i da prestanete da mi se syrdite i da mi zadavate onezi vyprosi.
i taka. cqlata mi oburkanost idva ot semeistvoto. razkusvam se na milion malki vseleni s razllini imena. ednata e tuk i se nari4a Jaya Fairy, drugata e Kaori, tretata se davi i otnovo izpluva, Nevena se opitva da obedini vsi4ki tqh, no 6ansyt e ni6tojen. neveroqtno e kak stremeja kum samorazru6enie na blizuk tvoi 4ovek tlaska sledva6tiq i sledva6tiq i razbiva vsi4ko na malki tyjni izostaveni par4enca suha pryst. i az trqbva da gi sybiram.
mai o6te ne sum gotova da spodelq s vas tezi ne6ta. ne moga da se otyrsq ot straha da priznaq pred sebe si kakvo se slu4va i vse pak jivem v edna realnost.
ne moga da buda po 5 razli4ni 4oveka vseki den i o6te tolkova prez no6ta, a posle da iskate da mislq racionalno i da deistvam pak taka.
ne se polu4i tova, koeto mi se iska6e, no e nqkakvo otvoreno na4alo. 6te mi stane milo i spokoino ako polu4a podkrepata vi.

love 4 all


i love yr smile & everything
you are my happily ever after

current mood: like golden heart

current music: Gene Autry - Home On The Range

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Your sex is like R&B!

Is there anything like getting freaky with Barry White's deep, sexy voice purring in your ear and raising up the heat?

For you, sex is about sensuality, passion, and indulging yourself in making sweet, sweet love all night long.

You savour every sensation, and every love-making session is likely to leave you sweaty, exhausted, and spent.

Some might call you hedonistic and self-indulgeant, but they're probably the same ones who have scheduled sex every Tuesday night at ten on the dot, missionary position only--they don't understand the joys and ecstacies of sex the way you do!




What Type of Music is Your Sex Like?

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ujasno dosadno se 4uvstvam. idi me razberi. kato zazemen elektroured, na koito mu se 6te da izrigne.

Current music: Scissor sisters - it can't come quickly enough

Current mood: still believe?!







Your pussy is happy.

You two seem to have a great relationship filled with understanding, love, appreciation, and loyalty.

I hope things continue well.



What Mood Is Your Pussy In?

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Friday, January 21, 2005

Anty CoKe mornin 

Zapalila sym si edna aromatna otpuska6ta lavandulova pry4ica i si pi6a nejno na silikonovata kbd. s dvata kraka vdignti na biuroto, obuti v puFkavi rozovi 4ehli se vzirm v monitora i si pi6a s edin priqtel, a horata ve4e palqt lampite v banqta si i po stybi6tata na sysednite kooperacii i se podgotvqt za rabota. mnogo lentqisko e tova moeto polojenie. kogato ima i s koi da go spodelq na gore6t 4ai s izviva6ta se nad 4a6ata para...

Current music: Buena Vista Social Club - Chan Chan

Current mood: Chill

"ch"

Yeah! A fuckin sweet fat mamma is walkin down the street...

Sweet dreams my little darlings...softer than my skin...

You Are Sex on the Beach



You’re a wild child.

Adventurous and curious, you’re willing to try just about anything.

On second thought, strike the “just about” part.



Underneath, on top, in private, in public, a second man, a second woman, it’s all cool with you.

Be proud. There aren’t many girls with your kind of spirit.

Guys love that. They’re scared of it, too.

And you love that. Which just fuels the fires even more.



What Cocktail Are You?

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bRAIN wASH 

Your Sexual Energy is Black!

You are on the ultimate edge of sexual kinkiness.

So you're a bit of a perve, who cares?

Some may be turned off by a freaky chick, but many more love you for it.



Does anal sex turn you on? How about fisting, bdsm, and intense roleplay?

Just because these thoughts gives you the chills, it's no reason to hold back.

You're a naughty girl and should be proud of it.



You may meet your next lover, slave, or victim in an unusual place.

Local underground clubs provide a lot of good prospects...

As do kinky chat rooms and forums.



Ready to add some variety? Try turning it down a notch.

Go for candles without the wax. Pleasure without the pain.

You may not like it as well, but it will certainly be different.



When it comes to celebrities, Angelina Jolie and Bettie Page share your strong black sexual energy.



Go out and find people with red, gray, and blue sexual energies. They will be a strong match.



What Color is Your Sexual Energy?

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ne sym pisala ot baq vreme tolkova mnogo ne6ta se slu4iha mejduvremenno, a az po4ti ni6to ne pomnq. ne mi vyrvi angliiskata re4 tazi no6t.
v4era re6ih kude 6te si napravq vtorata tatuirovka. da vidim dali 6te e ok.
toku 6to pro4etoh vsi4ko postvano ot men tuk i s nqkoi izkliu4eniq se hvanah za glavata. ako ne znaeh pone ot 4asti 6to za 4ovek sym, 6tqh da si izgradq lo6o vpe4atlenie sled kato pro4eta bloga na tazi Jaya Fairy.

6te mi se mnogo ne6ta da napi6a...ne znam otkude da zapo4na...bqh na teatyr. gledah "Ribarqt i negovata dusha" v 199 - 2 puti. Otka4ih ot kef, no za syjalenie ve4e ne moga da izrazq momentnite si systoqniq sled predstavleniqta; posle na fizi4eski tetayr - "Lili Handel" - iska mi se da vidq reakciite na edna golqma 4ast ot mujete i /ne/jenite, kogato gledat tova. sled malko o6te.
v proces na tyrsene na podhodq6tata muzika sym tazi no6t. ot radio Nova ska4am na Lenny Kravitz, The Streets... Nqma li nqkoi da mi kaje po dqvolite koq e no6tnata mi muzina na 21.01.2004?!? Etiene de crecy? taka li se pi6e6e? hmf...

Trqbva po jenski da se napravi edin TRIP TO... bez prodyljenie i s mnogo ojesto4enie...snimki i dieti4na Coke:P
it's kissing time girlz so...what kinda kisser r u babes?

Current music: David Guetta feat Chris Willis - Stay

Current mood: Star








You Are An Intense Kisser!

Deep tounging, nibbling, and locking lips for hours are on your agenda.

You've been known to wear lovers out with your kiss, before getting to anything else on the menu.

And given that you kiss so well... imagine how you do everything else.


What Your Kissing Style Says About You:



When you want something you go for it, and you don't let go until it's yours.

And when you feel, you feel intensely (surprised?). You have a dramatic streak, no doubt.

If you're in a relationship, you don't take anything lightly. And neither should your lover.


Your Personal Kissing Matches and Mismatches:



Hook up with other Intense Kissers to have the experience of a life time. You'll both feel incredible things, both
in your heart and down there! If you are looking for an even more sexual fun, find the nearest Carnal Kisser.
You'll get kissed down there just right.



Stay away from Manic Kissers at all costs. They spread it around a little too much to give you the passion you crave.
And forget about Juicy Kissers as well - they seem a bit too superficial for you.



How Do *You* Kiss?

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